What now?

Panic. Terror. Anger. 

My mother just informed me she wouldn’t cosign on a loan for me.

I get it - at a logical level. It makes sense. She avoids all responsibility this way. Smart.

But, then…what do I do?

My goal this year has been to “be inspired”. I’m not sure how to turn this into inspiration. I just don’t know what to do.

Any loan that I’ll be able to get without a cosigner won’t even scratch the surface of my loans.

In short, I’m screwed.

But, on Monday I WILL call Financial Aid.

I WILL continue on the journey towards the future I want for myself.

And, I WON’T be stuck here in this dead end town forever.

I. Will. Not.

Booyah.